Sunday, April 3, 2011

Asking for Help

So I am feeling better now. I have prayed about my anger issue and even brought it to the alter at church today. Feeling much better. Not many answers, but I need to remember that it is in His time that it will all unfold. And thank you for your prayers.

I am working on placing the agenda of my life together...and that would be the day to day scheduling. I blogged not too long ago about the miracle invention of the calendar and day  planner...I am getting better. But recently I have found myself running out of time still and crossing off my workouts. Not smart with for someone who has a significant amount of weight to lose. So I asked my online coach to help me out. I am a borderline stay at home mom and I almost work part-time (depending on the week). There is no set schedule in my life. Just days off from work. My husband (who has recovered slightly) has pitched in more than I thought he could. I am little stubborn and hard headed anyway and feel the need to be SUPER MOM!

But today I am grateful that I am learning to ask for help. Torrance will tell me if he can or can't do something. Just like I would tell him. I learning to let go of some over bearing mothering I tend to do for Natalee...she is 5 and capable of more than I am willing to admit.  Torrance is better at that part than I am any day.

Lord, thank you for your revelations of time and patience. Thank you for Your glorious mercies everyday. I need your guidance and strength to keep to a schedule that is beneficial for myself and for my family. Lord, my family is yours and with You grace I need to continue to ask for help when I need it. I need to ask for guidance and prayer when needed as well. I ask for you continued guidance and grace to lead me through the day. Thank you Lord for all that You are. In Your name. Amen.

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