Over two months?! Really? I can't believe that I haven't blogged for over two months. Have I been that wrapped up in my daily yuck that I haven't had a healthy outlet? I guess so!
My family is well into the whole kindergarten school thing now. We have all made friends and are doing our part in the scheme of things. I sometimes wonder where the time went with my Natalee. She is so big and is so grown now. When she starts to tap dance on my last nerve by pulling me in several different directions at the same time...or wants me to lay down with her for a couple minutes when she is going be bed...or the simple act of taking her to school on my days off...I have to remember that there will be a time where she isn't gonna always want me around as much and when she does it will be in a different way.
I haven't mastered a schedule yet. I am getting better. But I definitely haven't mastered it. And to make things more difficult...that schedule is going to have to change...again. It really doesn't get easier, does it? You see, I have been offered a job. It is an hour drive, in good traffic. I took the job. I took it because the other interview I went on (yesterday) said it would take a few weeks to get back to me if I get a second interview.
So when it rains it pours!! I take the offer and start in 2 weeks! Yay! Not one hour later, I get a call from the first interview to come in for a second interview! What? This job is in my town! I really wanted this job in the beginning. But after the interview, I didn't think I was gonna get the job let alone a second interview. And bam!
Back on my knees!!! Back on my knees! What is God's will for me in all this? Where does He want me? I have so much to weigh out. And I need God to guide me in this decision..when it arises...if it arises.
I have to remember the now- Right now I have a full-time job that I start in 2 weeks. Right now I have to hand in my resignation to my coffee shop. Right now I need to praise God in the gift of employment. If He plans for me to work at the other job...then He will make a way.
He will make a way, and He will guide me...in His Grace
