I am having a Yuck day! I don't want to blog, tweet, or even be on fb. I am trying to shake whatever it is I have...I am into self diagnosis...flu, cold, whatever. And I think I am a bit on the cranky side too. No, I am cranky. And I am sure there is some PMS going around too. Did I mention I have watched the spring showers turn into snow today? Yuck! I just don't want to bother!
But God has blessed me with my husband. He is running the small errands that need to get done, taking care of Natalee, and keeping house to the best of his ability. What an awesome husband.
I am trying to slow down but it is this blood of mine that has been passed on from generation to generation tells me. I am not allowed...at least I feel I shouldn't or can't. Then my husband reminds me how hardheaded I am and says you need to get better and quit fighting your sickness. I am trying to slow down. For the love, God reminded me that it was okay! So why am I fighting? I am fighting this because I am a woman. I am a mom. I am Dawn. It doesn't make it right but it is who I am. I need to CONSTANTLY PRAY for God to let me be still. Even if it is when I am in bed when I just can't sit up anymore and look at a TV or read my bible. I need His guidance to let me be still.
Matthew 28:11 "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened and I will give you rest."
Lord God, help me to not fight slowing down. Help me to find rest because I am weary and ill. Continue to remind me that it is okay to let others provide for my house and help out. Help me Lord to let go of needing to be in charge of the daily doings of my house and to trust that all is well in my home. I ask this in Jesus name. Amen.
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